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Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Repost: Script from Honey n Clover


I had no other words beyond that.

She was fighting with all her might,
towards the goal she chose.
The thing i felt from watching her cry
was her endless strength.
Crying from the pain of aspiring something,
and crying from having nothing to aspire;
I wonder which is more difficult.

Everyone was running desperately, aiming for something.
They were stretching their hands towards
something which was invisible to the eye.
Even if there was no goal there,
even if they had realized that their hand couldn't reach it,
they were still moving towards it with all they had.

But, i wonder what i was doing.

I was just staring,
and i did not even try to stretch my hand out.
I was scared of the result,
and couldn't take a single step forward.
I was jealously watching,
the paths that everyone found with effort.
By saying that i was different from everyone else,
i was making an excuse to myself.
i was just afraid of being hurt.

If there is no map, you won't know where to go.
I thought you chose where to go after you've seen the map.
But, that was wrong.
I am not lost because i don't have a map.

I don't have a destination.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

15 Disember 2011


Berusaha menjadi insan tabah..
menerima ketentuan-Nya seadanya..
kerana Dia lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik..

Tiada lafaz yang mampu diucapkan..
hanya dengusan nafas dalam menjadi teman..
apa lagi yang boleh dilakukan untuk membuktikan
yang anda lebih tabah dari yang disangka..
Namun lumrah..
Sekuat mana anda, ada lemahnya..
kesedihan itu tak dapat disembunyikan..
walaupun dengan ketawa, walaupun dengan cerita yg berbeza.

Malam ini tidak seperti biasa..
dihiasi musik2 yang menemani kerja2..
Malam ini....sunyi lebih indah, sangat indah..
Aku berusaha untuk tidak mengalirkan air mata..
Tapi, andai itu yang dapat membuat aku menerima
hakikat sebenarnya..izinkan aku menangis..

"Selagi saya mampu, saya akan bertahan.."

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Gembira pasangannya Sedih


Google it~

Setelah sekian lama nak makan ni..
Akhirnya hari ni dpt makan..
PISANG KAKI~

Alhamdulillah..

p/s: kehilangan seorg bapa saudara yg selalu
kaitkan petai untuk anak saudara die ni..
semoga Ayah Cik berada dikalangan org2 mukmin..
Al-Fatihah..

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Cabaran menjadi 20..


Tarikh yang dinanti setiap tahun..
28 November, why?? Its my birthday..


Seronok! bile ramai kawan2 lama hntr mesej dan wish..
waktu 2 jugaklah bley amek kesempatan utk sembang2 panjang..
kadang2 kawan yang xpernah cakap kat sekolah dulu
pun bley bawak sembang macam2..mmg best~

Somehow, this year..i've mixed feelings..
Haha..there's no more teen years..
Minggu2 nak sampai ke tarikh t'sebut amatlah mencabar..
Seolah2 nak sy sedar yang sy benar2 perlu 'membesar'..

This year, again..
I got opportunity to celebrate my birthday at home..
even with additional family members! hehe..
Abg Budi, my brother-in-law..^^

Actually..
one whole family didn't remember my birthday..
they've been busy with kaklong's wedding
but seriously, i understand that..
bcoz me myself nearly forget about that..haha

Early in the morning, got a bad news..
Picu, ikan yg ktorg bela mati..huhu..
kemungkinan besar sbb air akuarium tu..
xtau apa masalah die..apa2 pun,
Kaloi selamat!

Alhamdulillah, super happy~
my parent bought me a new phone..
Samsung Corby II, Candy pink in color..
Together with a cute phonechain n stickers..



BUT
sebelum menjamah makanan2 yang lazat..
sy bersiap-siap dulu utk balik UTM..
tiba2 terkurung dalam toilet, pintu xbleh bukak..
nasib baik toilet ada 2 pintu..berjaya keluar
tapi pintu bilik pun kunci..so, xdapat nak masuk bilik..
misi membuka pintu bermula!

Yg bju merah tu, Ibu..sorg lg tu adik bongsu sy, Aiman..
sebok je die..= P
Macam2 cara gune..
tapi xberjaya..
xpelah makan dulu ea~

KFC punye egg tart yg yummy~

Sambil2 makan..
sembang pasal malam ktorg tido kt Bukit Melawati..
waktu kecik2 dulu, sgt scary~ haha..
pastu cerita2 pasal zaman kanak2..
sgt best! sy suka masa2 sy bersama keluarga~

ni yg paling sedap! hehe..

After makan barulah abah kopak pintu
toilet tu..^_^


Okay, this year i got a gift from a mysterious person..
adoyaii, siapakah anda?? 

See, first day jadi 20 tahun pun da mcm2 jadi..
Hehe..pengalaman yang sangat2 berharga..
Overflowing happiness that cannot be described!

Thanks ibu ngan abah..
Thanks kaklong n abg budi..
semua2 lah..

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

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