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Before this, I've always hope that

there's something for me to remember

on 29th February..

Today, I have one..

 

Somebody..

We're searching for the moon..

The same moon to light up our night..

Its always there, either we can see it or not..

It will show up one day, let's stop looking for it..

Along the way, just hold onto each other..

and walk together even in the dark..

Who knows..

-madihah-

Thinking..

How challenging it is to study in other country?

It must be really tough, right?

Study kat negara sendiri pun da cukup mencabar..

Tapi lumrah kan..belajar ape2 pun, kat mana2 pun n

sebanyak mana kita minat pun, ada kesusahannya..

I just wonder..

wondering.. whether i can survive

somewhere else alone..

Repost: Script from Honey n Clover

I had no other words beyond that.

She was fighting with all her might,

towards the goal she chose.

The thing i felt from watching her cry

was her endless strength.

Crying from the pain of aspiring something,

and crying from having nothing to aspire;

I wonder which is more difficult.

Everyone was running desperately, aiming for something.

They were stretching their hands towards

something which was invisible to the eye.

Even if there was no goal there,

even if they had realized that their hand couldn't reach it,

they were still moving towards it with all they had.

But, i wonder what i was doing.

I was just staring,

and i did not even try to stretch my hand out.

I was scared of the result,

and couldn't take a single step forward.

I was jealously watching,

the paths that everyone found with effort.

By saying that i was different from everyone else,

i was making an excuse to myself.

i was just afraid of being hurt.

If there is no map, you won't know where to go.

I thought you chose where to go after you've seen the map.

But, that was wrong.

I am not lost because i don't have a map.

I don't have a destination.

15 Disember 2011

Berusaha menjadi insan tabah..

menerima ketentuan-Nya seadanya..

kerana Dia lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik..

Tiada lafaz yang mampu diucapkan..

hanya dengusan nafas dalam menjadi teman..

apa lagi yang boleh dilakukan untuk membuktikan

yang anda lebih tabah dari yang disangka..

Namun lumrah..

Sekuat mana anda, ada lemahnya..

kesedihan itu tak dapat disembunyikan..

walaupun dengan ketawa, walaupun dengan cerita yg berbeza.

Malam ini tidak seperti biasa..

dihiasi musik2 yang menemani kerja2..

Malam ini....sunyi lebih indah, sangat indah..

Aku berusaha untuk tidak mengalirkan air mata..

Tapi, andai itu yang dapat membuat aku menerima

hakikat sebenarnya..izinkan aku menangis..

"Selagi saya mampu, saya akan bertahan.."

Gembira pasangannya Sedih

Google it~

Setelah sekian lama nak makan ni..

Akhirnya hari ni dpt makan..

PISANG KAKI~

Alhamdulillah..

p/s: kehilangan seorg bapa saudara yg selalu

kaitkan petai untuk anak saudara die ni..

semoga Ayah Cik berada dikalangan org2 mukmin..

Al-Fatihah..

Cabaran menjadi 20..

Tarikh yang dinanti setiap tahun..

28 November, why?? Its my birthday..

Seronok! bile ramai kawan2 lama hntr mesej dan wish..

waktu 2 jugaklah bley amek kesempatan utk sembang2 panjang..

kadang2 kawan yang xpernah cakap kat sekolah dulu

pun bley bawak sembang macam2..mmg best~

Somehow, this year..i've mixed feelings..

Haha..there's no more teen years..

Minggu2 nak sampai ke tarikh t'sebut amatlah mencabar..

Seolah2 nak sy sedar yang sy benar2 perlu 'membesar'..

This year, again..

I got opportunity to celebrate my birthday at home..

even with additional family members! hehe..

Abg Budi, my brother-in-law..^^

Actually..

one whole family didn't remember my birthday..

they've been busy with kaklong's wedding

but seriously, i understand that..

bcoz me myself nearly forget about that..haha

Early in the morning, got a bad news..

Picu, ikan yg ktorg bela mati..huhu..

kemungkinan besar sbb air akuarium tu..

xtau apa masalah die..apa2 pun,

Kaloi selamat!

Alhamdulillah, super happy~

my parent bought me a new phone..

Samsung Corby II, Candy pink in color..

Together with a cute phonechain n stickers..

BUT

sebelum menjamah makanan2 yang lazat..

sy bersiap-siap dulu utk balik UTM..

tiba2 terkurung dalam toilet, pintu xbleh bukak..

nasib baik toilet ada 2 pintu..berjaya keluar

tapi pintu bilik pun kunci..so, xdapat nak masuk bilik..

misi membuka pintu bermula!

Yg bju merah tu, Ibu..sorg lg tu adik bongsu sy, Aiman..
sebok je die..= P

Macam2 cara gune..

tapi xberjaya..

xpelah makan dulu ea~

KFC punye egg tart yg yummy~

Sambil2 makan..

sembang pasal malam ktorg tido kt Bukit Melawati..

waktu kecik2 dulu, sgt scary~ haha..

pastu cerita2 pasal zaman kanak2..

sgt best! sy suka masa2 sy bersama keluarga~

ni yg paling sedap! hehe..

After makan barulah abah kopak pintu

toilet tu..^_^

Okay, this year i got a gift from a mysterious person..

adoyaii, siapakah anda?? 

See, first day jadi 20 tahun pun da mcm2 jadi..

Hehe..pengalaman yang sangat2 berharga..

Overflowing happiness that cannot be described!

Thanks ibu ngan abah..

Thanks kaklong n abg budi..

semua2 lah..

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Eighty-five

The path that we used to walk,

already full with dry leaves..

The night air saturated with our flying words,

have turn into an empty box..

The light heart-warming atmosphere,

are no longer exist..

Did you even realize that i've change ?

i might not forget about you..

or one day everyone will forget me..

i just miss everything about us..

I'm scared of being a 'lost friend' .

END

Yui - Goodbye days (Translation Lyrics)

So I'm going to see you right now,

that's what I've decided

I want to have you listen to this song,

that I have in my pocket

Quietly..

I turned up the volume,

to make sure that it was there.

Oh good-bye days,

right now I've got the feelings that things are going to change,

so long to everything up until yesterday

An uncool kindness is at my side

~With you

I pass one ear phone over to you

And this moment slowly streams over to you

Can you really love me?

Even though I sometimes lose my way.

Oh good-bye days,

right now things inside my heart have begun to change,

alright; An uncool kindness is at my side

~With you

If possible, I'd like to not have sad feelings

But they'll come to me, won't they?

In those times, it would be good if only I could say

"Yeah, hello! My friend", with a smile

When we both are humming the same song,

I wish for you to be by my side,

I'm glad that we were able to meet each other,

with such an uncool kindness

...Good-bye days

p/s: hmm..it seems like the lyrics kinda suits my situation now.